LITTLE MALAYSIAN LADY

Assalamualaikum and hello everybody.


are you in good health? if you have, alhamdulillah, but if not, insya allah you going to be better.
I'm in my sick mode too. If I'm not mistaken it's already been 2weeks? something like that, but I'm pretty sure it's more than a week.

Well, I got an ear infection in my left ear first, then after my left ear getting better, my right ear also wants to be sick too.  oh it's such a hell week. no kidding. it hurts so much and you couldn't even have a proper sleep/rest and you lose weight. YOU LOSE WEIGHT. cause its hard for you to eat, your jaw is hard to move, you can't hear clearly. No fun when you lose your weight cause of sickness. It's not healthy.

and not just that, after I went to see ENT (Ear Nose Throat)  doctor, After took a medicine at 4 am, I've discomfort around my chest. I can breathe but a little bit hard. I told my dad at 7 a.m, he told me maybe its just the medicine is reacting with my body. In my head, maybe is or maybe I've been taking too much medicine. I only can meet the doctor at night and if he is available. so gotta ignore it for the whole day.

That night, I call the doctor he told me that I've might be allergies with the painkiller. and I stop took that painkiller.

after 2 days i'm okay with my breathing, it comes back. why? I don't even know. thought because I'm not  being stabilize it, but i'm wrong. I don't want to tell you about it.

Right now, I'm in healing process. so just pray for my health and may Allah bless you.
Take care of yourself ok?

Being healthy is such a massive blessing from HIM. While I'm sick, I'm looking through my instagram and insta story, seeing people went out with their friends and family. Go for a vacation, without feeling sick and so happy. and Im here trying to bear the pain. But I'm grateful that my sickness is not worse. There's a lot of people is lying on the hospital 's bed wishing to be at home with their family. There's also people who wants my sickness cause its not that worse and can be heal in a short time. Everything happen is from HIM, HE knows the best. HE is the best planner.

so take care of yourself. If you're in healthy condition, don't forget to thankful to HIM by performing your solat. That's how you thankful to Allah for the life that HE had given to you.

Now I realized that, pray for a good health and stay away from jins and shaiyton is the most important before wealth. Yes money can buy anything in this world, but its become nothing to save you from death and jins/shaiyton.

so take care.

After a few month stranding out my blog, now I'm comeback to start back everything. Cause I'm pretty sure my life starting to be a little or actually can be major different after this, I'm not sure what, but let's find it anyway. I don't really have a passion to write or tell stories about myself publicly, but sometimes I just want to share something which I couldn't want to keep in myself and I think its better for people around me to know. You can't expect me to tell everything that happens in my life, it's very privacy. But I want you all to learn something whatever (which something that is related to you) I post here in my blog.